Keany
To shed my pounds of burden on my shoulder I write. It write thinking an audience who are waiting with their hands held together, with anxious looking faces. Well I know that it would be just me reading this blog and feeling good or would be forcing my husband into it.
To shed my pounds of burden on my shoulder I write. It write thinking an audience who are waiting with their hands held together, with anxious looking faces. Well I know that it would be just me reading this blog and feeling good or would be forcing my husband into it.
Anyways, my thought for today has been this bursting read ink just dying to feel on paper since many days now. Well as I have mentioned in my earlier blog that I facebook. When I facebook I maintain this decorum i.e I avoid making bad spellings, maintain friendship with only people who I think qualify to be my friend (not accepting friendship who I think to be too vulgar, cheap and more.. Pssst... I still managed to get over 190 friends.. any hoo) and most importantly I avoid making any kind of oblivious remarks. By that I mean I do not want to start a fight, call names etc. So Since I maintain this decorum [I think] I have a reputation. But here comes trouble, my friend lets name her Obli is so oblivious of the public platform goes rampaging on all her friends (including mine) with the name calling. Idiot, Stupid, loser and other lude remarks. Which my sensitiveself finds humiliating and amusing. Humiliating because of obviousness of the public platform. Amusing because does she not know, thats how she is projecting herself?? Does she even care?
This got me thinking, Am I superficial? Should I accept her as the way she is? Or do you have to maintain a decorum. What I see and think is it decorum? Who invented this decorum?
Well my mind is filled with arguments, some saying accept her and also change yourself, don't be so polished. Other saying decorum is the way of life. In a society, be a part of it. You are by yourself not an entity. And a third voice who I think got me confused even more. What I think decorum, is it me? Did I create that world? Or is it the person that I am? So if I have to be myself on facebook, will I remain polished? Like I think twice posting anything on her wall, thinking of the lude remarks from her as a reply. Do anyone think like that about me or people are fine with me?
What is it help??
Did I shed my pound now.. Agrrh No. Feels a lot heavier.
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