Keany,
How did they do it? How to control? Do they really have super powers? Or is it anyone can do. Mind as people have put it say has wings. It travels from subject to subject. Occasionally landing when someone jerks the hell out of you. So how did these Yogi's not think? It is umimaginable for me to think that a person does not think.
How did they do it? How to control? Do they really have super powers? Or is it anyone can do. Mind as people have put it say has wings. It travels from subject to subject. Occasionally landing when someone jerks the hell out of you. So how did these Yogi's not think? It is umimaginable for me to think that a person does not think.
It was a new Sofa set that we got. I was admiring the comfort it gives along with the laziness it allows us to enjoy. The recliner tempted me to take long nap. But it was early in the morning and I had to pack lunch for both of us. So instead of a nap I decided to laze for just ten more minutes on our new burgandy couch. As I covered myself with the throw on with the recliner stretched I thought. Oh God let this moment last forever. As I slept there thinking of my relaxed body, relaxed state of mind, no noise of TV or ugly neighbours. I thought the usual "Can we just freeze time".
So it started.
Time. I heard the other day on CNN that an average mortality rate in US is 80. So if I am in US till I die, then I have 53 more years to go. That scared the hell out of me. What the hell will I do for 53 more years. I had plan to quit working around 45 and lead a retired life after that. So essentially I have 35 more years of nothingness to look forward to after retirement. So suffice my retirement period I have to make all the money I can in these 18 years, cause so far I have saved none. And here I thought I was too young to even think about oldage. So my prime working age is going to be increased to 60 the pre-set government retirement age. So I have 20 years to look for retirement. Which means I have 33 more years to work. SIGH!!!!!
hmmm disappointed I shrugged the thought off and looked at this Medicine bottle sitting on top of my table. It had bunch of chemicals as ingredients. Which made me think, I am just a combination of Mg, K, Fe and more. I myself was a chemistry lab. So I have been sitting out since 27 years. The thought itself was disgusting. Come to think of it, we say houses are too old when they are 25-30 years old,paintings are considered ancient then why am I still considered young?. People are you kidding with me?.
An itch brought me back to life. It was the itch of a waxing gone bad. An amatuer beatician waxed all the hair and some Mg, K, FE etc off my skin too. So I am covered in rashes and I think, who said that only women have to have smooth skin. Infact women have less hair than men. Should it not be otherway around. Men have a lot of hair should they not be waxing? Why doesn't anyone say this in golden words.
Golden words. Who invented that silly "Golden words cannot be repeated". So you mined for gold, carved out the letters and now when I ask for it you can't create it. Is it how it goes? This did not make its mark on me. I am never going to use this phrase. Oh!! did u ask what?? Please I can't say.. "Golden words cannot be repeated". Nope. def tried it again. But definitely stinks. So how much is gold nowadays? I definitely don't like gold jewellry. On the otherhand
Mom-in-law loves jewellry. S keeps teasing mom-in-law that she is the most important customer for her Jeweller. Talking about jeweller's. My home (parent's) was 5 minute away from a jeweller. Oh!! the massive fireworks he used to burst during diwali. it used to be night times, air was filled with gun powder and noise of happy people bursting crackers and laughing and smiling. Roads used to be filled with people adorned in brand new dresses, nicely done hair. Oh the festivities in India.
Now I miss India, first thing I think about is my mom and dad. Our lovely home of 4. Contented and happy. My garden, my beatiful mango tree, my beautiful guava trees, my beautiful flowers, its first bud. Mummy plucking them to adorne her hair and god. I had full liberty to maintain my garden. Beautiful childhood. Miss my friends and the games we played ice-spice, kunta bille, joota aata, mane aata. Now I don't even know how my childhood friends look anymore. I tried to search them on facebook. Found few but did not find many.
Noise of door opening, S finished his bath. I check the time its been almost half an hour since I sat to laze.
See I have no control over my thoughts. How do they do it??. My thoughts just don't have wings, they go at a the speed of light.
Time. I heard the other day on CNN that an average mortality rate in US is 80. So if I am in US till I die, then I have 53 more years to go. That scared the hell out of me. What the hell will I do for 53 more years. I had plan to quit working around 45 and lead a retired life after that. So essentially I have 35 more years of nothingness to look forward to after retirement. So suffice my retirement period I have to make all the money I can in these 18 years, cause so far I have saved none. And here I thought I was too young to even think about oldage. So my prime working age is going to be increased to 60 the pre-set government retirement age. So I have 20 years to look for retirement. Which means I have 33 more years to work. SIGH!!!!!
hmmm disappointed I shrugged the thought off and looked at this Medicine bottle sitting on top of my table. It had bunch of chemicals as ingredients. Which made me think, I am just a combination of Mg, K, Fe and more. I myself was a chemistry lab. So I have been sitting out since 27 years. The thought itself was disgusting. Come to think of it, we say houses are too old when they are 25-30 years old,paintings are considered ancient then why am I still considered young?. People are you kidding with me?.
An itch brought me back to life. It was the itch of a waxing gone bad. An amatuer beatician waxed all the hair and some Mg, K, FE etc off my skin too. So I am covered in rashes and I think, who said that only women have to have smooth skin. Infact women have less hair than men. Should it not be otherway around. Men have a lot of hair should they not be waxing? Why doesn't anyone say this in golden words.
Golden words. Who invented that silly "Golden words cannot be repeated". So you mined for gold, carved out the letters and now when I ask for it you can't create it. Is it how it goes? This did not make its mark on me. I am never going to use this phrase. Oh!! did u ask what?? Please I can't say.. "Golden words cannot be repeated". Nope. def tried it again. But definitely stinks. So how much is gold nowadays? I definitely don't like gold jewellry. On the otherhand
Mom-in-law loves jewellry. S keeps teasing mom-in-law that she is the most important customer for her Jeweller. Talking about jeweller's. My home (parent's) was 5 minute away from a jeweller. Oh!! the massive fireworks he used to burst during diwali. it used to be night times, air was filled with gun powder and noise of happy people bursting crackers and laughing and smiling. Roads used to be filled with people adorned in brand new dresses, nicely done hair. Oh the festivities in India.
Now I miss India, first thing I think about is my mom and dad. Our lovely home of 4. Contented and happy. My garden, my beatiful mango tree, my beautiful guava trees, my beautiful flowers, its first bud. Mummy plucking them to adorne her hair and god. I had full liberty to maintain my garden. Beautiful childhood. Miss my friends and the games we played ice-spice, kunta bille, joota aata, mane aata. Now I don't even know how my childhood friends look anymore. I tried to search them on facebook. Found few but did not find many.
Noise of door opening, S finished his bath. I check the time its been almost half an hour since I sat to laze.
See I have no control over my thoughts. How do they do it??. My thoughts just don't have wings, they go at a the speed of light.
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